'Sigh' 'Sigh' 'Sigh'
Today was the first day of school for 2009! it wasss sooooo badd and STRESSING!! i went to school and found out that the sleeve on my dress ripped. That wasn't all, i went to class and found out that in our class this year we only have 18 PEOPLE! which is a BIG diffrence compared to last year which we had 24 people! now the boys overrun the population of girls! 'sigh'
That wasn't the end! The teacher hands out our weekly timetable, and i found out that my elective classes aren't with my friends!! I reckon the teacher just wants to WRECK OUR LIVES!!!!! Besides that to stress about i had to stress about what if my other friend was away for the day! What should i do? i still dont know!! Last year we had three people our group! But one of them left..which was really sad! now its just me with my other friend! But this friend is verryy kind and quiet! so sometimes there are some random silences!! It always dosen't feel like its a group anymore! it always feel so lonely and theres always this gap!!
My goal this year is try to make more friends! You may think, how about the other girls in your class? what about them! Yes, i am friends with them! But they are just not the type you would be VERY close friends with! They are sometimes very different around other people! So i only have one real friend in class! I feel soo lonely..
i just needed to tell someone..! Please wish me all the luck this year on finding more TRUE friends!
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